Well... I have been feeling this for quite a while and maybe Im going crazy or getting old but this is more or less whats happening.
I have been going out clubbing since I was like 15 and now im 29. It's been almost 15 years of great times making friends etc but as of lately I cant really tell why Im developing these feeling for the clubbing environment... Before getting to the venue I get anxious, like Im about to get interviewed. Thinking about millions of things that could go wrong. Even when I get to my clubbing friends they all seem to be "like always" have been and I have been going out with them for almost as long for the same kind of venues.
Then when I get to the club It's like I feel someone want to fuck my night and dare I say feeling almost hateful and taking things personal with maybe an shoulder bump or a little spilled drink (few drops) on my leather jacket. It's like I'm in the need to watch my back and pretty much not enjoying the moment. I used to be very careless and meeting lot of people every night up until maybe February this year but things have changed a lot since then to the worse.
So my questions would be, is this normal? Do I need a break? I may go clubbing one a week to 2-3 different spots. Has anyone felt the same? It there a way of thinking to trigger when this negative vibes are happening?
tl;dr
Can going out to club be stressful? If so, how to make it not stressful?
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