I lost the girl I loved since we were kids to some kid with a geology degree - so I became an introvert with musical talent. I saw her on new years at the gig I ended up playing, and she blew me off. The thing’s I would do just to get her back and let her know what she meant.
Who’s next?
Not meant to be depressing, just late night confessions - cause I know I’m not the only one that lurks this late at night.
I changed my life just to stand out. Age 20, with a 25k car that’s been paid off, apartment, college tuition paid with no support from the parentals. Life took a big hot lava dump on me with this one.
On a brighter note, I just plug in my headphones and turn the music up and float away to sleep. Which numbs it all to an extent. Just cause 18 people read and you were the only one to reply, as a message to everyone - old, young, in between, follow your dreams, live life for yourself before anyone else. Don’t take it too seriously, cause you won’t make it out alive. Just prove to yourself, that when the time comes for you to leave, that you can look back in an instant and know that all those years were worth it. Cause wouldn’t it be a shame to have wasted it.
Man, you clearly have some hugely respectable work ethic and direction in life.
Where as this is some dude who gets off by staring at eroded rocks with a magnifying glass (I would like to apologize to any geologist DJs in advance).
I don’t know man, but from where I’m standing, it’s pretty clear she made the wrong decision. Besides, you sound like you’re doing well for yourself and that you feel good about it, don’t let her take that from you.
=p yea i got sucked into the anime world but before i did i couldnt stand the girls here and still girls I meet I would only hit with a battle axe and some with a dieting/exercise manual.
also Im greedy when it comes to money
To each his own lol. But lets not bash, this could turn into a pretty fun thread. I just made some hard choices for someone my age to make. Gave up friends and a bunch of social events. Sure I guess in the end I’m happy, but the money’s gonna quit giving me smiles eventually. It’s not all fun and games in the itajeN crib. Lol.
I have another confession too… When I was 12 I fired a rock from a catapult and it smashed a neighbours window. I ran off to hide and the local paperboy got the blame and lost his paper round!!! The SHAME!!!